Love was an unattainable dream like thought that would often be on my mind at late hours of the night.
I remember I would be lying in my bed looking out at the window to the overcast sky dreaming of what the stars would look like right at that very moment, wondering if you were looking there too. Do we share the same piece of the sky? Was it day or night where you are? The answer was unknown.
You are already 6 years ahead of me in time. While I was dreaming of someone like you, you were awake in the day.
Growing up I questioned why I hadn’t found the connection that I dreamed for. I questioned where I was going wrong, was it me?
I have questioned so many choices that I have made in my life. I didn’t know why I kept being drawn to the wrong crowd, and the one person that gave me nothing but trouble. I have one thing to thank them for, and that is for leading me onto the pathway to you. If I hadn’t have gone through the experiences that I have, I wouldn’t have the wonderful memories that came along when you did.
Meeting you, my whole world changed. I have never felt so loved, or in love. I know I can be a lot to handle, however you make me feel like I am no trouble at all. When my demons come out to play, you help them go away with love and affection.
You are more than I ever could have dreamed, this love is something that you cannot fathom. My love grows every single day, and I am beyond thankful.
My outlook on life is taking quite the turn. I was deeply unhappy before I set eyes on you. From the moment I met you, a light sparked in my brain and I swear I saw the light at the end of the tunnel. I was motivated for every single day. I worked harder in my day, and seeing you in my day made it all the while worth it.
When you are in love, everything becomes so much more colourful. The world doesn’t seem so dull anymore. I have found a million reasons to wake up in the morning, and I continue to find more.
We have been through so much together. I’m not scared anymore. The only thing I am scared of, is death. Because that involves not being with you. The thought of not being with you pains me more than I can ever imagine.
The last few months have been the most life changing experiences for anyone to handle. Everything we have been through are things that generally are spaced out in a matter of a lifetime, however we have somehow had them all one after another.
You wouldn’t be able to tell what you and I have been through, because we have made it look incredibly easy. Together we can fulfil our dreams, one step at a time. Life has shown us that.
I know with you by my side I can conquer any hill that appears to be too high. I say “appears to be”, because no hill is ever too high. It comes down to your judgement and how you allow yourself to view situations.
Your optimistic outlook on life is rubbing off onto me, I am becoming a more positive thinker and I am trying to do my best with whatever cards I get dealt with. I have my moments, however I pull through them stronger than ever.
I love that I am greater with you. I feel more me than I ever have, and I am only continuing to grow. I believe in myself because you have helped me see how powerful my mind truly is. For that, I will forever be thankful for.
It was beyond worth the wait, finding you. If I hadn’t have found you, there would always be a missing part of me.
When I see photos of your life before me, I can’t help but smile. I see twinkles in your eyes, the spark for life that drives me. I love seeing you smile. You have always intrigued me, that has never dwelled. Your mind is a fascinating thing that I can’t help but drool over because I learn every moment that we are together.
When I look into your eyes, I can’t help but imagine what little life we could create and if they would have your eyes. I hope so. I hope they have a lot of you, because you, are one amazing individual. There needs to be more people like you in this earth, it would be a better place to live in if that was the case.
Every person you meet is lucky to have met you. You leave people better than you met them, and that is something that is hard to come by.
I could write about you forever, my thoughts are endless when it comes to you.
You are the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me. My love for you is eternal. Forever and always.