Love was an unattainable dream like thought that would often be on my mind at late hours of the night.
I remember for years I would be awake lying in my bed looking out at the window. The stars would be out, I could count the stars with how clear the night sky would be sometimes. I always wondered if ‘my special person’ was looking at that very moment too.
The thoughts would scramble through my brain. Thoughts like, was it day or night where you are? Do you exist? The answer was unknown.
While I was dreaming of someone like you, you were awake in the day.
You were born and raised in the UK, while I was born and raised in Australia. We had a different timezone, different experiences. Growing up I questioned why I hadn’t found the connection that I dreamed for. I questioned where I was going wrong, was it me?
I have questioned so many choices that I have made in my life. I didn’t know why I kept being drawn to the wrong crowd, and people that gave me nothing but trouble.
I have one thing to thank my experiences for. That is for leading me to you.
If I hadn’t had gone through those experience, I might not have had the opportunity to cross paths with you. Meeting you, my whole world changed.
I have never felt so loved, or in love. I know I can be a lot to handle, however you make me feel like I am no trouble at all. You are more than I ever could have dreamed of.
This love is something that you cannot fathom. My love grows every single day, and I am beyond thankful.
From the moment I met you, a light sparked in my brain and I swear I saw the light at the end of the tunnel. I was motivated for every single day. I worked harder in my day. Seeing you was my motivation, my power. You have made life incredible.
When you are in love, everything becomes so much more colourful. The world doesn’t seem so dull anymore.
I have found a million reasons to wake up in the morning, and I continue to find more.
The last few months have been the most life changing experiences for anyone to handle. Everything we have been through are things that generally are spaced out in a matter of a lifetime, however we have somehow had them all one after another.
You wouldn’t be able to tell what you and I have been through, because we have made it look incredibly easy. Together we can fulfill our dreams, one step at a time. Life has shown us that.
I know with you by my side I can conquer any hill that appears to be too high.
I love that together, we are better people. We bring out the best in one another, and we push each other to exceed our dreams and make things possible. We grow together.
It was beyond worth the wait, finding you. If I hadn’t have found you, there would always be a missing part of me.
I love seeing you smile.
You have always intrigued me, that has never dwelled. Your mind is a fascinating thing that I can’t help but drool over because I learn every moment that we are together.
You are an amazing individual. There needs to be more people like you on this earth. It would be a better place to live in if that was the case.
Every person you meet is lucky to have met you. You leave people better than you met them, and that is something that is hard to come by.
I could write about you forever, my thoughts are endless when it comes to you.
You are the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me. My love for you is eternal. Forever and always.
My heart is yours.